Went to KL on 7-11 :)
meet you all .
mother, cousins, aunts & uncles & siblings .
Went with my third aunt & the son .
we took bus back to kl ~
was having a mix feeling .
excited & worried .
so long never see them .
First day , when i reached & saw the family photo .
My tears just flow :'(
everyone still welcome me & remember me .
After so long , 19 years .
I couldn't really remember things when i was young .
the only memories was anklet .
Now i finally know alot reason why things are like this .
Starting i was so awkward .
Saw my grandmother , but there is like a wall bwt us .
but after talking to my cousin .
surprisingly we click :)
that when we start talking till morning .
Second day , mother & sibling arrived .
but i was out with my cousins ,
at KLCC & pavilion .
was doing some shopping & sight seeing .
and of course photo taking :)
Reached back home , saw my mother and siblings .
But at first was awkward .
becos it been so long since we meet and talk to each other .
Follow by dinner with the big family .
then slowly talk with my mom & siblings .
On the following days .
swimming with siblings & cousins & mom .
chit chat sessions with mom & siblings till morning .
went to KLCC again with them .
and went to time square & do some shopping again .
On the last day , when i on the way back to singapore .
Tears was uncontrollable :(
It keep flowing .
esp when you hug me and cry tgt .
I know we will meet again .
but still my tears cant hold back .
esp when you msg me too , as i was reading ur msg at ur house .
even though i also wan to say goodbye face to face with you .
but you have classes , so you shld go .
is okay , we will meet again .
Lastly , i feel so loved and safe .
Thank you all for still remembering me & welcome me .
Family :)
nothing can break us apart no matter how far we are from each other .
hopefully , we all could get closer each time i go back & find you all .
I so happy to see you all :)
I miss all of you .
With love ,
Janet
